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چه اندک بود و چه ساده گذشت

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ابراهیم ماند و تو

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اما تو باور کن رفیق

That's really strange because I experience lots of these feelings, but I still love her. I never felt she was intelligent or something. She was not in books. She was clever however. She could be a queen, but surely she wasn't. She sometimes spoke vulgar; I was afraid of that.  She was sweet to me. The distance between our worlds was increadibly endless. I had reached almost the end and I was fighting for love to survive; she was one of usual women who had a love failure and was at the begining of the path. The concept of love in genders is percieved totally different. I think I scared her with my knowledge of books. She couldn't get through many things, one of many was why I was so deeply in love with her. My self-confidence was in tact. I didn't have any bad feeling about my self. I stayed in love with everything. I didn't hate her for what she did. I just opened my eyes wider and understood the concept of God and the world much better. I was a great warrior who was looking for a

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همیشه سبز می خشکدهمیشه ساده می بازدهمیشه لشکر اندوهبه قلب ساده می تازدمن آن سبزم که رستن راتو آخر بردی از یادمچه ساده هستی خود رابه باد سادگی دادمبه پاس سادگی در عشقدرون خود شکستم زوددریغا سهم من از عشققفس با حجم کوچک بوددرونم ملتهب از عشقبرونم چهره ای دم سردولی از عشق باختن راغرور من مرمت کردبه غیر از “دوستت دارم”به لب حرفی نشد جاریولی غافل که تو خنجردرون آستین داریطلوع اولین دیدارغروب شام آخر بودسرانجام تو و عشقتحدیث پشت و خنجر بود

This place makes me wonder
which would be worse
to live as a monster
or to die as a good man?

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